"From High Heels to Training Wheels"

I'm a woman on the threshold of 40, a stay-at-home mother, a small business owner, an artist, and practitioner of sustainable living. I believe a woman can be fabulous at any time during the course of her life journey, and wear various hats at any given moment. I invite my readers to stop in, catch up on the latest of what transpires weekly. Various topics to cover, as each day is an adventure!

Showing posts with label Task Master Tuesdays. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Task Master Tuesdays. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

When Is Enough Enough?

Here I am, sitting in front of the screen, coffee in hand, mind spinning, and my thoughts leaping forth. I'm disappointed. I saw a posting on a friend's Facebook page that disturbed me, along with a post on my newsfeed page that made me start questioning social media. I like the idea of keeping in touch with what my friends from various parts of the world and my life are doing but I'm starting to question the cyber environment we've come to count on.
I never got into MySpace; too many drama queens there, along with people looking to "hook up." Grow up. Facebook appeared to have more grown up vibes, so after an invite, I signed up. Now I'm seeing lots of "paste & copy," "repost," and drama that I don't think belongs there. Games that take a person's focus off of real life-I never signed in for those and refuse to do so. I know a number of people with Twitter accounts but I'm not sure I have alot to offer with "tweeting." I have a LinkedIn account, in need of updating-appears to be a more grown up type of social media environment. I've got an invite to Google+ that I have yet to answer, which now I hear that site isn't doing so well. And then I hear about links posted on Facebook-read it, too-about how to kidnap, rape, and murder your friends for fun? When does the madness stop? Have we isolated ourselves that much with social media that we fail to know what is appropriate? What happened to engaging in an actual face-to-face conversation? I know for some of us who keep in touch by way of social networking, face-to-face isn't always possible, especially if there are hundreds or thousands of miles between friends. But really? Have we forgotten what it means to truly communicate with each other? And is it really "ha-ha" funny to post garbage that someone just might take seriously and put into action?
Don't get me wrong. I post my blog posts with social media. I read about business reviews friends post. I've "liked" topics of interest to me. I've touched base with people I've not seen or heard from since high school. Social networking can be a positive place to reconnect but there are some things that just don't belong. When the environment becomes a place I don't feel like logging into, I begin to question why I'm there to begin with. This thinking prompts me to take a cyber vacation. Perhaps its time for me to leave social media down to notification via email to go in and check to see what's new. I don't mind walking away for a bit; its healthy to back off of social networking now and then. Clears the mind and helps one to refocus.
So, for those who've read my post today, I'm not throwing in the towel. Taking a vacation, to clear my mind, to refocus and to take care of business. I will be posting on my blog, posting those posts to social media, and then checking out to smell the fresh air. Life is good. I can only hope we all take time to smell what Nature begs us to re-embrace. ~Momma

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

It's Been a Busy One

Today is blue skies and sunshine after two days of rain and clouds; its been good for the gardens, and good for focusing on other areas of life that need attention. Today, we are shifting gears and diving into the day to enjoy what we've waited for: warmth from the sun and the feel of grass under our feet.
Tuesday's Task Master day was a good one. I've been working on the garage organization since Sunday, and it has felt good to do so. Several bags and boxes have been gone through to clean out, make decisions, and throw out. I'm up to two full large garbage bags to kick to the curb at this time. A temporary place for my business stuff, mostly supplies for my product making, has been secured. Its taking shelter in the section where the garden and landscaping stuff will go until I move that a bit to set up our stockpile. Everything will shift to find its place, boxes labeled and set up for easy access, making it so much easier to get into stuff, continue to sort through and watch everything change. Its change in a big way. And change is good.
Our weekly meal menu is complete, hanging and its one more thing done on my task list. Its so nice to see it up, with the little shopping list of items that we may not have that are needed for the meals they are designated for. If its on sale, we stock up, putting aside for another meal. For the next two weeks, after this one is over, we're doing meals focused on kids being able to help in the kitchen; I hope my preschooler has fun with it. We'll see what's left for the meal once he's taste tested! We made brownies yesterday, and he loved them-my guy who doesn't like chocolate. Go figure.
I have a dentist appointment later today, so we've changed the schedule up for yesterday and today; that also feels good to be able to move things around and go with the flow of those changes. Better than feeling overwhelmed by sudden changes.
Speaking of changes, I did some research yesterday for writing opportunities. I have a list, and a good one at that. Deadlines way out, giving me time to work on those subjects and turn them over for review before submitting. It feels good to write again. I've also been working on my reading, which right now has been about parenting. Ladies and gentlemen, there is no manual for kids when you bring them home, and there is no manual for parenting. I'm learning that it is trial and error, that you won't always get it right, and don't be afraid to make mistakes. It's not an exact science, and it wasn't meant to be. Advice, ideas, and tips are good but not to be taken like they are written in stone; each family and the children in them are different. Call it the holistic approach to living; what works for you and your family is what works for YOU and YOUR FAMILY. I am working on this subject for the next month, at least getting into it and working on my own parenting and family atmosphere; how can you speak about something if you are not living it? Live your values, walk your walk to be able to talk your talk.
And yes, I'm taking a break today. No garage organizing, no research topic reading. Play, fun, and after the kids go to bed, hopefully doing some reading on meditation; something else I'm currently working on these days. Tomorrow, I'm back in the trenches, making a go at that place called a garage, making time for the garden, spending those priceless moments with my boys. Life is good. ~Momma

Taking On Quite A Task August 17th

"To live fully, outwardly and inwardly, not to ignore external reality for the sake of the inner life, or the reverse-that's quite the task." -Etty Hillesum

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Tuesday's Possibilities

Sunshine again this AM. Fabulous. Doing some garden work today, along with poolside fun. Weeding, mostly but some love and care needed. Some seed mixing for Fall lettuce/greens patch. I'll leave it at that for today's plans, as leaving room for any changes that come along. And they do come along-usually unexpected. That's life with children.
Our menu for the week is planned, now to put it into Word and print off. I mentioned it in yesterday's post, kind of as a fingernail appearance of sorts. We had a mellow day yesterday, along with some great playtime. It appeared as though rain was going to keep us in, so we did rainy day fun. Cow bowling, ball play, and music. A couple of books, and then we noticed the sun burst onto the scene, so plans for the park were made. A quick stop @ the market for some produce, and then we walked to the park. Arrival back home, one child napped while the other relaxed. I made dinner. Breaded pork chops, smashed potatoes, and candied carrots. Yum. Bedtime was a bit off kilter but we made it happen all the same. Sometimes, I think my boys think they can hang out all day and all night. Chamomile tea, guys. Does it every time. Zzzzz....
Laundry looks like it needs to be done today, along with a couple of other things as well. I'll get those things done over the course of the day, squeezed right in there with time with my boys and tending one of our gardens. That's why its Task Master Tuesday; do what I can, move whatever undone for another day, and just take life as it comes. It's all good. ~Momma

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Off My Posting and On My Mind

Tuesday's weather seems uncertain but with the hope and the promise of a new day for us, I take it in stride and know that we'll find something fun and rewarding to venture into today. My boys are now both awake, taking on breakfast and a cartoon. I have my time to throw words on paper-words on screen, that is.
Tuesdays are typically my Task Master talks, focusing on my latest venture of organizing through purging, sorting, etc...Today my mind is on the books I've been reading recently and the completion of two of those in question. Kitchen Table Wisdom, which I gave my views of through two posts, and Hidden Joy in a Dark Corner. The second title, one I embarked on through an online study, was also a good and quite moving piece for me to read for the last ten weeks. It also came at a time in my life when I needed it the most. Opening doors to the past, blowing the dust off memories and issues. Learning to look at those things in a new way, facing my fears of how to deal with them as well. I feel myself changing, a needed change for me as a woman, a mother, and of the many, many hats I've come to wear. I have felt at my lowest during my reading, and now with the final page highlighted, I feel I can move on into the light of tomorrow.
Hidden Joy was written and shared by the author and a part of her life's history that had marked her every step for 20 years. She was raped. When a woman is violated in such a way, it takes away so much of her life. Fear colors every dark corner, making it impossible to feel like a functional part of the world. I do not share in Wendy's feelings of violation, at least not exactly what happened to her. But I do know what it feels like to feel paralyzed by a trauma that renders you almost to the point of useless. I know what its like to feel like no one understands what you feel, think, etc...And now, I know what it feels like to finally feel the warmth of change on my face. I'm understanding that I'm not alone, and that I don't have to feel helpless anymore. I have a life, one filled with promise.
I'm now finishing the Woman's Meditation book. Good so far. Enlightening as I turn each page. A good way to get back into my yoga practice, to share that with my boys. A way to give time to and for myself, to share priceless time with my boys. Self care is so important today. With all the demands made on women, let alone women and men, it makes me see why most people run around on auto pilot. We're all in such a big hurry to get to the next thing, we miss what's in front of us. We get to tomorrow, ahead of schedule, and then express impatience at having to wait for Nature & Divinity to show up at the pre-planned time. Or we arrive late, and complain the whole time at what we're sure we missed, thus missing what we were destined to discover. Satisfaction is hard to find, or is it?
So there you have it. My morning thoughts. Food for thought for the day. What motivates you? What satisfies you? Are you in a hurry for what hasn't happened yet? Are you missing the big picture, or the little priceless moments you'll never have again? What legacy are you working on to leave behind for future generations? Lesson for today. Take 90 seconds-time it if you feel the need-to take a genuine deep breath (don't forget to exhale). Note how you feel. Write it on paper, type it on your smart phone. In a week, go back to it. Repeat. Love. ~Momma

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Tuesday Morning & Housework Almost Done

Here I sit, 20 mins before 8 AM graces our presence. My daily chores almost done; just dusting-my enemy-and mopping to finish off my list. I can't complain about how doing the Ten Min Method minimizes how my once a week chores are done-hhmmm, can you say so much faster now that I have those down, too? It took two weekends to get my Weekly Speed-Cleaning Chores into practice and not feel overwhelmed by the process; funny how something feels foreign at first glance, and then when you get your hands into the pudding, it starts to make sense. My current book of choice, The Family Manager Takes Charge, which I've listed on my reading list and have talked about in past postings, is where I continue to find the tidbits to get me motivated to give our home a facelift. The weekly chores are cut into groups, focusing on specific rooms with specific tasks. Here's a sample of my list.

Kitchen
-Wipe down large appliances
-Wipe down windowsills
-Disinfect trash/recycling cans, replace liners
Living areas
-Clean windows
-Recycle papers
-Plump up cushions
Bedrooms
-Laundry
-Sweep & mop floors
-Strip & remake beds
Bathroom
-Change out towels
-Clean tub/shower
-Empty trash

A sample, like I said, as my list is actually longer than that. I don't exactly consider myself a domestic goddess, as I've always treated housework as, well just that: work. Yes, there are things to do each day, things that can wait to be done once a week, and even things that can be tackled a few times during the course of the year. Housework was always projected to me as drudgery, something to despise and leave for someone else to do. What I've learned is that being domestic is NOT being domesticated. You are not chained to the stove, forced to work in less than desirable conditions, and if you are, start rethinking why you're in that position. I didn't grow up desiring to be a housewife; I sort of fell into it. For me, organizing, decorating, gardening, and sustainable living practices gives me a different view of what it means to do housework. Now, I see it as artistic domestic skills EVERYONE should have some knowledge of. If you are part of a family unit, helping out shouldn't be view as waterboarding. No one is forcing you to pitch in, but the extra set of hands now and then do help. Afterall, family time spent having fun is better than grumbling over a chore or two. Who wants to spend family time cleaning? I've heard of families who clean together and have a good time but I gotta say, we're not there YET.
The sun is streaming through our front window, and the storm clouds loom in the back. With the forecast of a storm coming in today, its best to take advantage of the day and go with the flow. After all, my housework is done; I can spend the rest of the day with my boys and then when its time, make dinner and relax into the evening. Of course, its Task Master Tuesday, which means there's a list of other things to do as well but those things are not high priority; more like, if there's a moment of opportunity, I'll get to them. My guys won't be little forever, and every moment I've got with them now is priceless. So, to the homemakers of the world, enjoy the day, try to see chores as something more positive (easier said than done), and know that each day will not be like the day before or the days to come. ~Momma

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Another Hot Tuesday in July

Tuesday arrives with rain, wet, heat, and possibly more later today with thunderstorms. Sound like I'm delivering the weather? Not sure that would be for me. I'd look out the window and that would be my forecast for the day. Today's forecast: cloudy with a chance of popcorn. Please be advised to stay indoors, fans/air conditioning running. Watch movies; tomorrow will be a better day. On to the task at hand.
After a weekend of family, baptism for my boys through the local Catholic church, a celebration afterwards; family, fun, laughter and love for a full day. Now its about putting my routine back into place to perform the duties of the domestic executive officer (DEO) or now, as I've found a new book, could also use the title Family Manager. "The Family Manager Takes Charge: Getting on the Fast Track to a Happy, Organized Home." Kathy Peel is the author. I took the boys to the local mall yesterday to get out of the heat. While we were there, I rented a two seater wagon for the boys to ride in, we had pretzel bites & lemonade @ the pretzel stand, my big guy got to ride the carousel & a train ride, and found my little man a silver plated piggy bank and toy cars from Sweden. It was a good time to spend not worrying about things getting done. Just me and my boys, enjoying each other's company, finding treasures and having fun. On the way out, is when I found the above titled book. Now, when I can find a $20 book and only pay $3 for it, as long as it has relevance to some part of my life, I will take it. Here's a piece to ponder.
Six Bad Excuses for Clutter (pg 59)

1. Everyone has one, so I must need one, too (It's so unique, I've got to have [keep] it).
2. It may come in handy someday.
3. I'll keep it until I find someone to give it to.
4. I don't have time to sort through my stuff (I fall in this category).
5. If I get rid of things, I'm throwing money away.
6. I don't know where to start (I hit this one, too).
It's like being in rehab and you have to stand up to introduce yourself. "Hi, my name is Gina*, and I'm a clutter bug. I just started the program, and I hope to find freedom from my things." I have a tab on the page listing "The Ten Clutter Commandments." I'm in this for the long haul.
Laundry is started, trying to find a slow cooker meal for tonight's dinner, and posting my thoughts so I can move forward into my day with my boys. We are going to watch a couple of movies, have snacks, and relax. What else do you do when the day is rainy, wet, hot, and sticky? The park and the lake are out of the question. This year, with all the rain, our mosquito population is in boom. Sadly, our bat populations have declined due to White-nose Syndrome. I'd do anything for a few bats to come and eat these pests. Tried to convince my mate to make a bat box to bring the critters in to work, but with the wide eyed look I got, I take that as a no.
So ladies, when the weather morphs into a strange creature, find the humor to keep from melting into your sofa. Afterall, if you live in New England, this won't last. ~Momma

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Tuesday after the weekend holiday

Here we are, another Tuesday after a weekend holiday. That feeling of "What day is it?" lingers, and I have to double check my Color Notes on my Android to be certain its Task Master Tuesday. There is soooo much to do before Sunday, July 10, as we are having a celebration and family coming to join us. I have my rough sketched list of things that need to be completed before Saturday afternoon, and pushing for every moment of time spent purposely. Yes, every moment has purpose, including those moments of taking rest.
If you can believe this, I'm still gardening. The aspect of putting stuff into the garden spaces I have mapped out. Its July, folks. Most gardeners have all their stuff in, letting it grow and produce. Well, I'm there, too. Yet, also going by farm calendar and intuition. Intuitive gardening. Maybe I should teach a class on that. Today, my intentions are to try to plow-yeah, I said it-through however much ground I can cover and set what I can. I'm an optimistic gal.
I almost don't want to do it but I may have to give up on putting any level of organization to our garage. Seeing as my mate uses it as much as I do, there seems to be an ongoing pendulum swinging of boxes, carpentry equipment, etc...moving around each time either one of us goes out there. Yesterday, I went out to bring two terra cotta pots to the daylight so I could plant my patio tomato gardens. Because of the new building project my yang to my yin is undertaking, wood blocked my path. I moved one piece of plywood and almost bought it when a dominoes effect-like avalanche commenced in the shadows and sawdust. Good thing for cat-like reflexes. I came out unscathed, nothing was damaged or broken, and I got my flower pots. Yes, my tomato gardens are together and sitting on the front porch. Tomato plant in the center, surrounded by thyme or oregano, accompanied by pepper plants. So, how important is this garage organizing? Give me a day to ponder that one.
Some finishing touches on housekeeping, a little extra attention paid to the guest bedroom, and I'm done for the interior of the house. Good. Housekeeping is not a high priority for me. I'd rather spend time with my boys when they're awake and running as opposed to wiping down furniture or scrubbing the toilet. I can do those things later. My kids come first. When I do have those moments of cleaning, I juggle between the cleaning shackles and wanting to either work a few stitches on a new fiber project (in my case, ongoing ones that wait in a pile) or try to squeeze in a chapter on one of the many (and its always many) books I have on my ongoing reading list.
My secret desire before the weekend comes is the thought I have in mind to make myself a dress. Oh, I didn't tell you I suffer from Type A personality? Cat's out of the bag now. Yes, I want to make a dress that I wanted to make last year and couldn't find the time to do so, even after buying the pattern, fabric and waiting for the moment when both my boys would take a nap and I could get started. I'll have to see how this element pans out. Could be interesting.
As 8 AM looms in the foreground, my little one is preparing to turn 1 year old tomorrow, roughly around lunch time. To be exact, it would be 11:37 AM. He's taking steps these days, wanting to do everything he sees his big brother do. The baby I brought home is becoming a little boy. At the end of August, we will be celebrating another wonder in life. My big boy will turn 4, and his wonders and discoveries will become spotlight. I'm raising boys to be men.
~Momma

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Where will Tuesday go?

Another sunny morning wakes us to come alive and be a part of the world. There's a part of me wanting to garden, another that wants to play in the pool, go to the park, take a trip downtown to the aquarium/nature place; lots to do and only one body to make it all happen. I also have school schedules for my preschooler to crank out. So, I ask myself where will Tuesday go?
Natural Home and Garden magazine open, and I'm looking at the page about cleaning with essential oils. Mmmmm....I've added some to mop water, and this past spring, I mixed a blend in with baking soda and water to scrub & wipe down my kitchen counters and wipe down my cabinet shelves. It was such an amazing scent! My mate didn't care for it, as he's more the "I gotta smell bleach to know its clean" type of guy. Yes, we are quite opposite on things. Tea Tree is a good antimicrobial essential oil, typically used on cuts, scrapes, bites and mild burns. Makes for a great cleaner, too. These days, I'm adding it to the mop bucket for a fresh scent that drifts throughout the house.
Still unsure about where this day is going, so a shower, water the gardens, time with my boys; these should loosen the death grip I have on my mind and what it is we're going to adventure into for today. Yes, this Task Master is leaving a short post for a Tuesday but this is what life does sometimes. Go with the flow. ~Momma

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Task Master Tuesday with the Summer Solstice

Sunshine peeking through the curtains again this morning-fabulous! My boys are sleeping in today, by the looks of it. That's fine for the time I can get. Make the most of it, Momma. Today is my task master day, and it is also the Summer Solstice. As of 1:15 PM (roughly), it will officially become summer and we can leave spring behind. What awaits us for the next couple of months? Rain and wet? Heat and dry weather? A mix of both? I can't seem to place where my 2011 Old Farmer's Almanac went, so I can't vouch for what I've read when I first picked it months ago. Guess I'll just garden as I go and let Mother Nature take care of the rest.
Two hours of weeding out front flower beds yesterday, and now they're ready to transplant into, seed, and water to watch seedlings burst forth. Sounds a bit late, doesn't it? Its been fickle weather here in New England, so whatever we've had so far has been eye catching. There's still time, as we are on the threshold of summer today. No worries; the growing season will be what it will be. Today, I will be clearing out my spaces for tomatoes to corn; lots to clear out but with the good weather we're to have til the end of the week, gives me plenty of time to tackle my farming. The joys of edible "urban" landscaping. Gotta love it.
My list is ready and waiting for me to tackle today. And of course, I have part two of our grilled pizza recipe from yesterday to add to this post. Oh yeah, and the grilling tips to ensure a good pizza without being burned to a crisp. Here goes.

New York-Style Pizza Sauce

*Make your own simple tomato sauce for pizza; this one takes less than 10 mins to come together.
Makes about 2 1/2 c.

1 can (14.5 oz) diced tomatoes in juice
1 can (6 oz) tomato paste
1 1/2 Tbsp extra virgin olive oil
2 Tbsp chopped fresh basil or 2 tsp dried basil
1 1/2 tsp dried oregano
1 1/2 tsp sugar
1/2 tsp minced garlic (garlic lovers, feel free to add more!)
3/4 tsp kosher salt

In a medium bowl, combine the diced tomatoes (including the juice from the can), the tomato paste, olive oil, basil, oregano, sugar, garlic, and salt. Taste and add more salt, if desired. Use immediately or store in a tightly covered container in the refrigerator for up to 5 days or freeze for up to 2 months. Bring to room temp before using.

**For gluten-free pizza dough recipe, go to yogajournal.com/pizza

Tips for great grilled pizza

1. Heat the grill to low or medium-not high. Brush the grill with oil.
2. Dust the dough lightly with semolina flour and then roll or stretch it to fit your grill. Lay the dough on the grill for 15 seconds; then flip it over and do the same on the other side, until it resembles a sturdy pita.
3. Remove the dough from the grill and transfer it to any metal pan, such as a cookie sheet, that fits on the grill and has been brushed with oil and dusted with semolina.
4. While the dough is off the grill, add your sauce, cheese, and toppings.
5. Return the pizza-pan and all-to an area of the grill away from direct heat. If you have three gas burners, turn on the right and left burners and leave the middle one off; then place the dough in the center (I have 4 burners but the same rule applies). If you are using charcoal, build the coals in the shape of a doughnut, with just a few coals in the middle, and place the dough in the center.
6. Close the lid. Peek at the dough every minute or so, checking to make sure that it isn't burning.
7. When the cheese is melted, slide the pizza off, being careful not to burn yourself on the hot pan.

If you're wondering about toppings, follow your taste buds. You can put whatever you typically put on a pizza, so no worries about what goes or doesn't. Its all based on your taste. Enjoy!

There it is for today. My day unfolds, and my mind wanders to a time when I can look out any window of my home and see the fruits of my labor. Until then, its time to dig in the dirt, smell the richness of the soil, plant, and hope. Have a fabulous day and Happy Solstice! ~Momma

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Organizing Epiphany

Yeah, already at it this morning; imagine the possibilities. Tuesdays are my task master days, so I had thought last night that I wanted to make the most of today with some organizing. My thoughts were originally set on the garage, now that I can get back into it and get it set up for more accessibility for my mate and I. Then, it happened over a cup of coffee. I grabbed my special edition Better Homes and Gardens "Secrets of Getting Organized" and decided to do the flip. So, I flipped through the pages from front to back, back to front, and then front to back until I stopped to open the page wide to see what I was going to discover. Its alot like gambling, I suppose. Draw straws, anyone?
This week is about organizing the kitchen; I know I can plow through sections of the garage while the kids and I are out gardening. My kitchen. Not the biggest room in the house but not the smallest either. Its kind of L shaped but a little more than just your typical L. Where could I start? What was the most inexpensive, simple, quick task to start with? I looked at the junk drawer suggestion. I hate those. We've tried a junk drawer and it just gets worse once it gets started. Oh wait, I'm supposed to keep it maintained. Damn. I was hoping it would fix itself. Afterall, its junk, right? Looked at the roadside daisy (aka, plastic shopping bags) storage piece. Even after making and purchasing cloth reusable shopping bags, the occasional plastic bag makes it into our house-good to use for the bathroom trash can. I've already knitted a bag storage piece; hangs by the door, stuffed full of bags. We have a trash bin & one for recycling. Uh-oh; are we running out of ideas? No way.
Then it hits me. The microwave cabinet. Yeap. A microwave we don't use-gone today. A mini office on the middle shelf-easy clean up. The two upper shelves house cookbooks-another easy clean up. Time to weed through cookbooks to find out what's not getting used. Still like that book? Do you love it? Give it a second chance. Use it, placing a post it with the date on the recipe page(s) used. In one year, check how many times did you use that book. More than 10 times, a keeper. Less than that, maybe its time it had a new home.
So, I have my tasks for organizing and adding a sparkle to my hearth this week. Perhaps mop the floor with a touch of essential oils in the water to add a fresh, clean, eco-friendly scent to the most used room in the house-the bathroom runs a good second. So, here's to task master Tuesday. Much to do, kids are rocking and rolling already this morning. I need roller skates. No, wait. Roller blades in today's playground.

~Momma

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Tuesday after the weekend holiday

The Tuesday after a three day weekend holiday always seems to feel and look like a Monday when first rising. As caffeine sinks in to give me a boost, I realize it really is Tuesday. And its Task Master Tuesday. My list is full again-of course, when is it not? I'm taking my morning head emptying and then off to shower to get ready. Ready for what? The list, the daunting list. The list that never really goes away. Ahhhh....
I've never been one to create lists, to organize anything, to meet deadlines, etc...It wasn't until I attended Union Institute & University @ Vermont College (now online as opposed to campus stay) that I learned the fine art of prioritizing and making the most of education opportunities, which turned into opportunities in life to not miss out on if they're meant to impact your life. Four years of study, writing, research, more writing....I was being groomed for life after books, turning in papers, waiting to hear what my advisor had to offer with the work I turned in for review. I had tried college academia in the past but with traditional institutions, it just didn't jell for me. Intensive residency sang to my soul, and online learning silently screams for me to return to go the next level. So, I am preparing.
As I sit to continue this post, I get the itch to wrap it up. Sometimes, I catch myself wanting to rush to the end of something, whatever it is that I'm in the midst of working on. I have to pull back a bit to realize that I have to finish what I start with the task at hand. Historically, I've always been a non-finisher. Start something, get to a point where I either loose interest or something new comes along, so I stop where I am and leave it incomplete. Can't do that anymore. It has always left me feeling like something is missing for me. I've never liked that feeling; I would always look for things to fill that void and now its coming alive to tell me to sit up & notice or be taken alive. My life is different now. I'm still me but now I have children. I'm responsible for the upkeep of the "urban homestead." I have my own business, which has been in sleeper mode for the last year and a half. I'm on the verge of 40, and its time to start being the adult I claim I am. And here I am, the Task Master banging out the mental list. Good grief; thank God for college in my 30's.
Let's begin before the day keeps going without me. I don't want to miss this bus.
~Momma

"Delight the world with kindness, grace, & compassion."
-Yogi Tea

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Momma on a Mission, Part Two

My mission continues. Yesterday, I posted in regards to what kind of parent do I think I am, what kind of parent am I learning to become. My focus was on my boys, which is my first priority. Past that, my priorities change position due to level of importance. Yesterday, late afternoon into early evening, I had an epiphany regarding my role as a business woman. I rough sketched ideas, researched possibilities, and searched for who out there is doing the same thing I am. My results were a surprise to me; this helps, as it shows me the direction I need to move in. Currently, I am in test mode here at home for my ambitions. A rough draft of a checklist reminds me of how to get started and what the next step in the process is for me.
This morning, I saw a posting for freelance writing work. I checked it out, and felt a tinge of disappointment on my part. The requirements were so stringent, I didn't feel like I could compete for the work. I checked out, grabbed a bite of breakfast-which I never eat as early as I did today-and then it hit me. The description of the job was for things I do here at home, subjects I like to talk about and write about. Why did I have to feel like I was not up to snuff to write about food, wine, sustainable living, and gardening on a level where someone else would be paying me for my thoughts, experience, and opinion through living, experiencing, and relating? Then my epiphany for today happened. If I want to write for someone else, get paid for it, and get my voice out there, I need to live my subjects to be able to write about them. Of course, to become more proficient in the social media corral would be a plus, as it was one of the job requirements for this morning's freelance posting.
So, for Task Master Tuesday, setting up the home office, brainstorming and testing, and writing to put my voice out there; these are the things I do for myself. My ColorNote app is updated, my mini lists are set up. Library books to renew, and today's homeschool day is about reading, so we're a little more laid back for our Tuesday in the Green Mountain state. Lilacs perfume the air, bird song echos from the back yard, my windchimes sing as they are caressed by the wind, and I pick up the torch to run the race for today.
~Momma

"The Muse's friend, tea does our fancy aid,
Repress those vapours which the head invade,
And keep that palace of the soul serene."
-Edmund Waller

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

When Life Hands You Lemons...

Tuesday morning starts with a bang. Better sleep last night for my boys and maybe a little better for myself. Its kind of like that statement about catching yourself snoring. You try to wake up to hear yourself and after a night of stops & starts, you only end up tired from trying like crazy to find out. Yeah, its my mom brain talking here....
Today is my task master day. I made my list-rough draft-yesterday and today refining it. Of course, working on the list as well. A list-rough draft or final product does no good if you don't work on it. Kind of like winning the lottery; you have to actually buy a ticket to play to be in the running to win. Yesterday's tasks-minus my desire to sew after the kids went to bed-were completed. Today I had a pocket of opportunity for whatever became possible. Well, the water returning to our basement made a puddle in my pocket. Don't discount this domestic executive officer, though. I have a routine set up to keep a hand on basement patrol, have the day with my boys, and manage to make time for myself; this is with all the other domestic tasks I have on my mental list. Yeah, a woman and her lists...
I did mention sewing. Yes, I love to sew. Anything creative that results in an end product drives me. Drives me crazy sometimes but is worth the insanity of listening to the hum of a sewing machine, feel the pull of thread through fabric as a pattern unfolds, the taste of tea-warm & soothing or iced & refreshing-as a project is invested upon, and the scent of the seasons flavor the sight and wonder as the creative juices manifest into the tangible. Sewing is also a part of my business, and I am glad to have a new machine to get me back into business. I feel driven today; I'm going to run with it. Today's projects? One unfinished personal project and rough drafting cloth diapers. Posting and pics to come at another date.
So, even with the rain falling today, the water seeping into my basement, the tasks at hand, my gardens are popping with life, my boys trusting me with every moment of their lives, keep this in mind. When life hands you lemons, pull the pin and throw them like hand grenades. Just because you smell s@#t don't take it as a sign of bad things. Afterall, it can become fertilizer if you stand up wind. If you do find yourself standing down wind, not to worry. Remember, its fodder for your life's passion.

~Momma

"This rule in gardening never forget,
To sow dry and set wet."
-Old Proverb

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Tuesday with a Twist

Tuesday greets us with the same beauty of Monday, only difference is the day in the week. I'll take it. Today is my task oriented day, with a twist. And as a mom of two budding boys of endless energy, my days always have a twist-or two-in them. Wouldn't be a normal day if it didn't. Oh yeah, there's the dog, too. Thinks he's human sometimes....
After the waters have receded in our basement, the aftermath of cleanup detail comes to rear its ugly head. Mother's Day weekend I self-diagnosed, which was a surprise to me for what I was to discover. I'm still spinning in shock from my discovery, which is probably the reason why this new disease hasn't taken over completely. I've been hit with the organizing bug. Yeap, that's right. I'm on a mission to discover why I have all the "stuff" I possess. I don't plan on doing any psychoanalysis over it but hey, stranger things happen at times. What I can also tell you is that it isn't consuming my life just yet; I don't own a label maker.
Yesterday was filled with gardening, laughter, fun, and that last minute "OH MY GOD! I DIDN'T START LAUNDRY THIS MORNING!!" Ok, so I went a little overboard with gardening but it was time spent with my boys. We went for a walk, had lunch and naps. I spent time with Sid, our mini Schnauzer, while dead heading my Rhodies & trimming bushes. Yeah, I'm a garden junkie....I think I traded my shoe fetish of long ago before kids woman to now being concerned about the food supply and what I can do about it here at home. Urban farmer in the making...
Totes, office organizing accessories, markers, paper, page protectors and tape-I'm packing a type of heat that is overlooked until your "stuff" starts calling out to you. I am ready to face the wall of "stuff" today. I'm a yarn harlot, fabric floosey, book b*@%h, garden guru, and the list of acronyms could keep going if it wasn't for the fact my writing morning moment is almost up. Yeap, set aside time in the mornings to clear my head before jumping into my day. Perhaps, once my youngest decides to sleep all night and let me sleep, I can make the choice to rise earlier in the mornings, give myself time for and to myself before taking on the role of chef, maid, laundry slinger, coach, teacher, etc....you know, the stay-at-home mom role.

"Teach us to use wisely all the time we have." ~Psalm 90:12

~Momma